Why am I so sad...
SadnessI'm moving downstairs to Medical Records this Monday! I'm not exactly sure what I'll be doing down there but I'll be working from 8am to 4:30pm and I'll have off on weekends and holidays! I also get to dress 'business casual' so nice clothes and no scrubs! I'm actually going shopping with a few friends in about an hour.
But, I'm so sad for some reason. I mean, brink of tears sad.
I mean, don't get me wrong, this job opportunity is awesome! I think it's a few factors actually.
-Justin will be working on his same schedule Friday - Tuesday 2pm until 11pm. So I get very little time with him. He's happy for me but we're both kindda bummed about this.
-Our Xbox gave us the Red ring of death the other day. I know- "wah wah get over it". Well, this has little effect on me but Justin's been in a bad mood since it happened as it was kind of his baby and a Christmas present from me two years ago. I miss my happy-go-lucky guy.
-Some friends of ours are buying a house. She's my best friend and I am SO happy for her but also I am overflowing with jealousy. She's always been ahead of me, y'know? She got engaged first, married, and now a house! She's been talking about it non-stop and how she's getting pets and such and I just feel bad that I don't feel better for her. Stupid human emotions!
-We found a perfect rental property two days ago. 2 bedrooms, fenced yard, W/D hookups, only $95 a month more than we pay now, pets allowed = AWESOME! So, we started looking at dogs and things even though we can't look at it until Tuesday. Anyway I call today and it's rented. :< I haven't told Justin yet because he already started talking about what he's going to do with his new dog. He's such a big kid. I love him.
Anyway, whiny journal is whiny and I know people have bigger issues. I'll probably delete this when I've gotten back and cheered up.
and happy bout it 
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"Me, I'm dishonest and a dishonest man you can always trust to be dishonest, honestly. Its the honest ones you want to watch out for. You can never predict when they're going to do something incredibly stupid." ~Jack, Pirates of the Caribbean.
But don't mind my ramblings, the little ones hid my meds a few days ago, and I am not thinking straight.
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shaqfu: Like I said, the mere concept of a bat'leth-wielding Moogle did me in.
Justin could download and play some old snes and Megadrive games from the good old nineties. There are so many awesome games to those consoles.
Well modern life sucks sometimes. Some days it realy sounds tempting to do like some people do and move out in the wild to get away from it all.
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My only consistent quality is my inconsistency.
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Where have you gone, my feather-light heart?
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