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Why am I so sad...

Sat Jun 13, 2009, 9:55 AM
  • Mood: Sadness
  • Listening to: Dr. Horrible
  • Reading: Nothing- I need a good fantasy book!
  • Watching: My stamps... I have too many.
  • Playing: PLANTS VS ZOMBIES!
  • Eating: Nothing- I'm so hungry!
  • Drinking: Water
I got a new job guys!

I'm moving downstairs to Medical Records this Monday! I'm not exactly sure what I'll be doing down there but I'll be working from 8am to 4:30pm and I'll have off on weekends and holidays! I also get to dress 'business casual' so nice clothes and no scrubs! I'm actually going shopping with a few friends in about an hour.

But, I'm so sad for some reason. I mean, brink of tears sad.

I mean, don't get me wrong, this job opportunity is awesome! I think it's a few factors actually.

-Justin will be working on his same schedule Friday - Tuesday 2pm until 11pm. So I get very little time with him. He's happy for me but we're both kindda bummed about this.

-Our Xbox gave us the Red ring of death the other day. I know- "wah wah get over it". Well, this has little effect on me but Justin's been in a bad mood since it happened as it was kind of his baby and a Christmas present from me two years ago. I miss my happy-go-lucky guy.

-Some friends of ours are buying a house. She's my best friend and I am SO happy for her but also I am overflowing with jealousy. She's always been ahead of me, y'know? She got engaged first, married, and now a house! She's been talking about it non-stop and how she's getting pets and such and I just feel bad that I don't feel better for her. Stupid human emotions!

-We found a perfect rental property two days ago. 2 bedrooms, fenced yard, W/D hookups, only $95 a month more than we pay now, pets allowed = AWESOME! So, we started looking at dogs and things even though we can't look at it until Tuesday. Anyway I call today and it's rented. :< I haven't told Justin yet because he already started talking about what he's going to do with his new dog. He's such a big kid. I love him. :heart:



Anyway, whiny journal is whiny and I know people have bigger issues. I'll probably delete this when I've gotten back and cheered up.

Sketches and Stuff

Sun May 24, 2009, 7:20 AM
  • Mood: Suffering
  • Listening to: Dr. Horrible
  • Drinking: Water
So, I've been seeing this thing going around of 100 ten dollar sketches and I find myself intrigued. However, I don't believe my sketches are worth ten bucks so here's my question:

Would you be interested in a $3 sketch from me?

I don't have an example right now but I'll update my journal when I can post one. Just let the idea soak in and marinate for a while. I gotta go to work.




Oh! And speaking of work...

I was told on Friday that I'm not a good enough employee to transfer to a different department. Rumors and accusations were thrown at me as soon as I walked in the door. They also said they wouldn't feel right giving me a good recommendation to transfer. Which is funny because a month ago before we were ridiculously shorthanded they supposedly gave me a shinning review to the department I've been trying to transfer to. It was a heck of a way to start an extra long work week.

So I'm either A)Going to human resources to go over them and try to transfer or B)Demanding I get my part-time hours that I'm supposed to get already and try to get another job.

Justin said I can quit but we're saving for a new car and the wedding so I can't in all good conscience do that... as much as I want to. XD

So, yeah. I can't walk into that place without feeling physically ill and tearing up now...

I'm still here...

Sat May 16, 2009, 3:54 AM
  • Mood: Adoration
  • Listening to: Dr. Horrible
  • Watching: Dr. Horrible
  • Drinking: Cherry Dr. Pepper
Okay guys, here's the deal...

Two more people quit in my department and one more got fired. So I've been working a lot. I've been working on art as well but to be honest, when I come home all I want to think about is sleeping. Also I've managed to miraculously get two weekends off and I'm spending those at the Ren. Fair. I'm thinking about uploading some pictures if I get some good ones but we've been getting rained out. :<

Anyway, I promise I'll upload soon. I'm working on 4 different pictures so I cant say what I'll upload. Just don't give up on me!

I COMMAND YOU!

Wed Apr 29, 2009, 12:08 PM
  • Mood: Adoration
  • Listening to: Dr. Horrible
  • Watching: Dr. Horrible
  • Drinking: Cherry Dr. Pepper
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Watch it.

Been so Busy!

Sat Mar 21, 2009, 9:18 PM
  • Mood: Nervous
  • Reading: The Hobbit
  • Watching: Lucky Star
  • Playing: Cooking Mama
  • Eating: Cheetos
  • Drinking: Dr. Pepper
Sorry for the inactivity. I've been super busy and the only drawing I've done of late is AFL or commissions. I've been working a lot as well, a lot of people quit in my department so right now I'm working 6 days a week (and not answering my phone on my days off. *guilty*). But, hey, fat paycheck for me! Yey? I'd much rather trade my overtime for another day off. Oh, and my boss put in my papers for my transfer and apparently people have been singing my praises to my would-be boss so yeah! :fingerscrossed:

I haven't had time for much else than work and sleeping. Even drawing is stressful because I apparently can't come up with anything less than full-out graphic freakin' novel ideas for my AFL entries. Seriously, I have great ideas but they'd take at least 10 panels to get across. D| I don't even care about winning anymore. I just want to finish. I have 9 days to finish 3 drawings. |D

So, I just wanted you to know why I'm not answering comments, posting on drawings, or replying to journals. Sorry guys.

There are also a few people I did trades with that either I haven't recieved your half or forgot to do my half. If you are one of these people PLEASE let me know so I can make a checklist somewheres... ^^;

Also, I hate you :iconiisjah:

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1. I'm a people pleaser with no spine. Seriously- I'm a doormat.
2. Babies make me very giddy. However I do not want one anytime soon. I'm too selfish. XD
3. I wish I could support myself on my art.
4. I think I care about fictional characters more than some real people I know.
5. I don't hate my job as much as I let on, actually some days I love it. :heart: But those days are far and few between.
6. I hate artificial cherry flavors... unless mixed with vanilla.
7. I cry easily. Movies, books, sometimes even well thought-out commercials. I'm a weeper.
8. I truly :heart: the dwarven race. I wish there were more books with Dwarves as their main characters. WHY are they always the sidekicks!?.

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1. YOUR ROCK STAR NAME (first pet, current car): Muffin Caravan

2.YOUR GANGSTA NAME (fave ice cream flavor, favorite type of shoe): Peach Sneaker

3. YOUR NATIVE AMERICAN NAME (favorite color, favorite animal): Red Skunk (Okay, I find this OFFENSIVE! loljk. But this one was hard since I have lots of favorites.)

4. YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME (middle name, city where you were born): Renee Siloam Springs.

5. YOUR STAR WARS NAME (the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 of your first name): Picas OnTju (Technically that's mine and Justin's)

6. SUPERHERO NAME (2nd favorite color, favorite drink): Green Pucker (LOL)

7. NASCAR NAME (the first names of your grandfathers): Joe? (Lame...)

8. STRIPPER NAME (the name of your favorite perfume/cologne/scent, favorite candy): Old Spice Push Pop. (That sounds terrible XD)

10. TV WEATHER ANCHOR NAME (your 5th grade teacher’s last name, a major city that starts with the same letter): Sheets Springdale. (not a major city- not my 5th grade teacher. Like my 2nd I can't remember my 5th.)

11. SPY NAME: (your favorite season/holiday, flower): Autumn Daisy

12. CARTOON NAME: (favorite fruit, article of clothing you’re wearing right now): Strawberry Scrub.

13. HIPPIE NAME: (What you ate for breakfast, your favorite tree): Cereal Dogwood.

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